12.07.15

After all these years when I turn back  I found lots of people around me, who still haven't changed at all. The whole idea of not knowing what they want and the same intentions they had with me in the past, it makes me realize that I will never be more than a option. Someone who is just there for me are only  when they need me. It's like there is someone I feel connected with and at the same time I sense of being an option to him/her. Trust and love are the things I always kept sacred and cherished the most, but regarding this two matter I always end up of being hurt and always taken advantage of. I was caught in it all from the times of being alone, craving nothing but love and hope that I could find someone who could fill the sense of void and space. I wanted connection, things that I found golden and finding the spark the start it all. I was desperate to get lost again into someone’s mind in hopes I could find that sense of belonging again. belonging again